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8.10.09

Cancer Walk - Redlands, CA 10/4/09

Over 5,000 people gathered in downtown Redlands to walk a 5K in support of "Women fighting Cancer" -- Oct. 4, 2009 -- among those gathered were my children and my sisters walking alongside me. It was pretty emotional for all of us. It is amazing to think that it has been a year since I was diagnosed -- and here I am, kicking and fighting like a cat in cold water. It certainly brings me back to the time when my doctor gave me the news and then he stated that it may not seem like it, but that I was given a gift, at the time I thought to say "#$@&#@?#*" each day I understand more and more the meaning of his words, I have been given a gift for a second chance to LIFE.

In my dreams, I saw myself in the ground being burried, but I also saw heaven --- because of those dreams I lost all fears. I live life FEARLESSLY ... what a wonderful feeling to have!!!!!!

Every single day, God grants me a wish; He allows me to have more time with my loved ones, specially with my kids -- to get to know them and to love 'em, to make memories, many memories -- I get an incredible feeling of satifaction and pride when I see how grown-up and matured Tiffany, Alex and Tony have become - what more could I want?

I see my doctors every 6 -7 weeks and the results continue to be optimistic... for that I am forever grateful!!!

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